Idk whether something's wrong with me or the world or with everything

[Against_the_current]

There's always some trouble. I don't even know how i make it through. I was tortured all night because of a trouble and then trying to study and then my emotionally unavailable dad tried to get vulnerable and i'm totaly inadequate, probably even this post is totaly inadequate, but after everything i have been through it's a miracle that actually i'm stressing because of the troubles others cause. I feel like i'm in an avalanche. This was so good opportunity to get to my dad and i am there scared and inadequate, blaming myself for being scared and inadequate and tired from other bullshit from other people. I need rest so much.

[Hidden]

From all that I know about you, I don't think there is anything wrong about you. You're just unlucky in the family department. I think you need to calm your mind and try to take some rest.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. It's so hard right now.

[Against_the_current in reply to Against_the_current]

I'm trying to pay attention at online classes and my roommate arrived and scolded me for the door and wants to vacuum while i'm at class like mom. I'm so anxious that i did a mistake coming here. My head is spinning. I hope i didn't made a mistake

[Hidden in reply to Against_the_current]

I think this thought is arising because of your introverted nature. in my opinion you did the right thing. Things weren't very good at home too, certainly not suitable for you to study. Don't jump to conclusions too early. Try to think about your decision in a rational way when your mind is relaxed and calm.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear exactly this

[Zhangliqun]

What sort of trouble?

[Against_the_current in reply to Zhangliqun]

Dad - had a new kid, now has exams. Other idiots - make me confused

[Hidden]

It's the world and all its selfiahness. Not you.

[Against_the_current]

Good and bad to hear. I can't repair the world and i'm gonna go worse and worse because of it 😢

[Midori]

Hi,

There's nothing you can do about other people's worries, so try not to get too agitated about them. They are not your responsibility.

Cheers, Midori

[Against_the_current in reply to Midori]

Thank you, Midori!