Today, it was a hot day. Like heat stoke.
Today this girl said don’t die of heat stoke to me.
As I took a bus to my appointment. The bus driver told me the place I was going to was down the hill. I walked And could not find the place. The heat was so bad. I could not find the location. It was not there. Of course, my phone was not working. I was wearing a tennis skirt and carrying my stuff in those grocery reusable bags. I tired to flag someone over for them to either call me a cab or direct me to my location that was needed. Of course, sincerely politely. People were laughing at me as I was dying in heat walking lost in a rich neighbour hood. Men would go by me and touch their ear like they can’t hear me they were saying.
I finally found a bus. Yay the bus came to get me. I asked the bus driver if he new the place I was looking for her said no. And he also said he don’t know the name of the train station we were going to. The bus driver didn’t know where he is driving too??I finally got to the train station and bought water. I asked someone in the line if they knew where we are she said no. Not one person would help me.
Is it because I’m white? Blonde hair? Or wearing a skirt????? Poor?? Garbage to society?
Why if anyone asks me for help I help them or find someone near to help them?
This week is so disappointing. I have this friend. She told me she wished I was dead and buried this week. All because I told her I can’t listen to her scream and complain all day. Six hours a day. I have anxiety. All day long she tells me I’m stupid and I’m white trash. Like what a week.
why can’t I have good days anymore 
how do i stop blaming myself? 
Gay Ex-Husband Has Me Depressed
I can’t sleep anymore 
I can’t take it anymore 
