Today a little better,

[Fruitsofspirit]

I keep telling myself that the anxiety, fear and cry those thoughts aren't real no truth to them. Dr social worker and nurse are still trying to figure everything thing out. Found out the valum is for the anxiety but it's not doing anything, but exalting me. Slept in to 11:00. Since the valum has been up in dose I feel like I'm dragging. They're all in a meeting right now I will get a call when they get done. I feel I'm being a pain burden to them. Was hospice comfort care wrong decision?. I just don't know nothing now. Sending hugs and love, prayers

[lewis1]

Never think of yourself as a burden. Yes you have a few issues but these people are dedicated and want to help. Hoping you feel better.

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to lewis1]

Thank you

[b1b1b1]

It may take a little time to get the medications and doses sorted out. Make sure to tell them how the various medicines are making you feel, so they can be properly adjusted. Also, express you concerns about whether you made the right decision to the hospice team.

[Rafiki11]

Without people like you needing help, they wouldn’t have jobs to feed their families. Your needs are not a burden! They should be thanking you for reaching out to them!

Sometimes people start hospice “too soon” in hindsight but that is okay. (At least that was the case with my grandmother) As long as you are being taken care of, that’s what matters!

[dtorsen]

I am new to this group and I read some of your older posts. You seem like such a nice and caring person. You’re an inspiration with your upbeat attitudes. I will add you to my nightly prayers.