A little better today.

[Fruitsofspirit]

My sleep wasn't the best. But woke up trying not to take any hospice meds unless I have to. I'll try everything before I go to them. So far haven't, my hips and legs are in pain but going to try the jet's and air in the walk in tub, praying 🙏 that will work. So how all today? U guy's are always in my heart and prayers. May today bring some peace for you all. Thank you all for being here for me.

[BrainIsFull]

How did it go? Were you able to make it without the meds? Can I ask why you are so hesitant to take them?

💚💚💚

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to BrainIsFull]

I don't like feeling so dope up that I can't think, do anything. But I am getting control with the Lord help that I can take some with out it making me feel so off. I never could make it as a drug dope person. I try pot took 2 hits ended in hospital feeling like my body was melting. I was in my teens. It wasn't lace with anything. I just can't do drugs.

[BrainIsFull in reply to Fruitsofspirit]

I understand about wanting to have a clear head. I have Valium that I take in extreme situations and it makes me feel like I am in a dream. I much prefer a clear head, calm and peaceful. But I take it when I have to🤷🏽‍♀️

I wish you a peaceful day💚

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to BrainIsFull]

Thank you. Yesterday went good with the meds. Took 3 of them put them to no take drawer. But I think I mess up today I need to take meds with food and it just me everyone still sleeping. I feel drug and sick. Hopefully soon someone will wake up. Hope your day is good.

[msbe1024]

Blessings to you , do what is best for you.

[Broken1971]

Hope you're feeling better today, still. Your attitude is so inspiring, thank you for the update, it really helps to hear.

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to Broken1971]

Thank you 💕 that means lots to me in the Lord, it's the Lord working through me to help me stay lifted up. If it was me the way I feel and fight to keep breathing it wouldn't be. When I wake up I turn on my Christian music and breath with tears. Pray ur day will have uplifting for you.