Undefined

[Desperate73]

Is it insane to feel like your life has amounted to nothing, that the choices you made inevitably leave you to live a life of struggling more than you already have. Is it my wallowing in my own self inflicted doom? Is it my grasping for a life I was never deserving of? Feeling so doomed, feeling reckless , feeling that life would be easier if I was not in it. I feel too old and weak to fight any longer. I only wish for peace, security and ease of life, I wonder if I'm asking too much or if all of my troubles are brought on due to my faults. Hollow I feel, still lonely I deal, this life I cant fulfill, any amount of healing to fill this empty will to move forward in this life unfulfilled.

[Iwanttoliveagain1]

Me too, you are not alone🙏<3