Hello Again

[gilded_masquerade]

Hello,

So I know it’s only been about a week but since I’m an overthinker, I’ve thought about quite a bit during my brief hiatus.

For quick little update, my boyfriend and I rearranged our room and it literally took a whole day. My seasonal allergies are kicking my a** to the point where I’m so congested I feel like I’m drowning. I had my over the phone consult with my family doctor about getting back onto ADHD medication and she wants me to get an EKG done just as a formality before we move forward, and me sleeping schedule has been pretty poor within this past week.

It’s also snowed where I live all day today which is whack.

This little portion is going to sound weird but bear with me.

My dad and I have this thing where when we walk into somewhere, we can pick up the vibes, feelings or “echoes” that are left behind if that makes sense. So when I stayed at a haunted hostel in the city two years ago, when I was in death row I was in full out panic because of how thick the air felt and how tense the atmosphere felt. I know this isn’t uncommon by any means but my dad and I are like that.

So because of my ex, I’ve recently wondered if maybe some echoes of what transpired in this room when I was with him, have stained the periwinkle blue spackled walls (they were spackled when we moved in).

I know it’s a strange thought but it has been weighing heavily on my mind as of late and I am now debating smudging my room.

I think that no matter who you are or what you believe (if anything at all) there is always a sort of essence that gets left behind, if we as people can be affected by such things that why can’t our environments? I don’t know, maybe it’s just the lack of sleep talking.

As I said, I’ve had a bit on my mind as of late so that’s why I’ve decided to cut my hiatus short and I hope that I can go back to posting more chipper things soon as it would be nice to do so again.

I hope you all are doing well, drinking water, taking your meds, making appointments you’ve been putting off, practicing self care, and doing the best that you can in such a difficult time.

Take care 🖤