Numbness

Even all not posted anything other than a hello and thankyou to you all . But as I have said I do suffer with depression anxiety and have just been diagnosed with ocd . Well I'll get to my point here . I had a breakdown last August lost my dog died and my relationship ended . Had to give up my job home and come back to a town I don't like . So , I'm living in a womens refuge.. it's very draining living here with one thing or another . I dont have many friends but do have four daughters who I dearly love but in that August I ended up in hospital for only three days but since then I have so many emotions going on but the main one is feeling numb to good things that happen in my life and to others . Any one else feel this was ...

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My dog was throwing up every day all day. It was horrible to see . The vets can only do so much and I the end I had no choice. Hardest decision of my life that was . And as for everything else. Is a consent battle. But I m8st be a fighter as I'm still here . Bobby was my dogs name . . And thankyou Bobbie

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Just read this post, you've had a really tough time.How are you feeling today?Did you go for another walk?

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Yes I went for my walk . Feeling tired but at my mothers now . That's another story.. and thankyou

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I take it bella is you dog who was ran off with your sock .. oh dear . I'm not smiling I promise. But as to your heart I dont know quite what to say . If it is anxiety breathing slowly and counting to 4 in and out that helps me sometimes . All the best .

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You’re a Queen! And Queens simply turn their pain into power 😌❤️ Right now things are hard but I believe in you so much! With time your pain will heal and soon you will find your light I promise. The sun eventually rises everyday and so will you x

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I’m so sorry to hear that. I know I’m not the same and I’m just some stranger online but you can always talk to me or anyone on here. It’s a safe space. Or even a healthcare professional anyone who makes you feel comfortable. Your Mama is watching over you from heaven everyday and is wishing the best for her child. Do good things for her and for yourself. You’ll heal eventually I promise ❤️ all the best x

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When you say your mother has gone , are you saying she has passed away . If so how long has it been . And do you think you may be having a panic attack. I to have them if this is the case try and take your self out of your environment , try going for a walk , take the dog out or just walk round the block . But remember. We are all here for the same sort of reason help and support. I know I'm new and yes going though some really bad sh... but I still have my heart and hands. So please do talk . X