Im new..

[coolkitty1934]

my family was not very good money wise but we were happy that was until i started acting up 10+ years ago my family tried to help for years they did but they eventually gave up on me.I have ADHD and ODD(search it up) along with a horrible temper i cant seem to control.because of this i made everyone miserable causing the family to collapse and be ripped at the seams.tension and stress are there 24/7.when i try and make things better it only makes it worse.i hate myself for causing my family so much pain so i tried to hide my pain.I am depressed my firend just killed themself and school is overwelming with parents always pushing me to do better in school im overly stressed i stopped eating and i just am very overwelmed and stressed..

[lillyofthevalley37]

Welcome , your intentions are good and you want to do the right thing so you must be aplauded for that , do you know what triggers your outbursts ?

[coolkitty1934 in reply to lillyofthevalley37]

..its stupid but chores

[Starrlight]

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Hi and welcome

Are u seeing a therapist or taking any meds. I think ur depression is causing anger issues. It is not a problem unless you don't do anything about it. You don't need to blame yourself for the things that happened in the past, u did not know. We are happy to have you in this community. Welcome again

[coolkitty1934]

i have a therapist and take medicine and i wasnt depressed at first so i dont think depression is the cause i have just always had a temper