So....
I had a chat with my VA psych doc. "We" decided to increase the dosage of one of my meds. In hope of getting some motivation going..
My depression has been exacerbated by haveing to "relive" events of 50 plus years ago ..Eg. My time in the Navy and Vietnam. Things resting in "the back" of my memories are now in the forefront. Why? Well, I may have said this previously. The VA in it's twisted logic has only recently allowed "Blue Water Navy Vets" the opportunity to file disability compensation claims.
Sooooo. That means paper work and brining the old wounds front and center.
That has put a serious kink in my life, with symptoms being more acute and the result is dragging me down physically and emotionally.
I'm safe. I'm hanging in and pressing on.. Or as the current trendy buzz words would put it.. "Moving foward"