What makes people tick?

A question I always ask myself at times like this. What's wrong with me? Why am I such a failure compared to everyone else? Why do I have things that people dream of yet I don't even slightly care about it? I'd give it to them in a heartbeat if I could. Why do I see people try so hard to achieve what I did without even trying? What makes them want these things so badly? Why does everyone always have a goal in life, something they want to achieve but I don't? Why do I see people go through hell to get what they want when I can barely even get out of bed in the morning? Was I just born a failure? Am I just doing it wrong? If I am, what is it exactly? What is it that makes people want to get up in the morning? I truly can't understand.

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I know I should care about that but to be honest, no. I don't care about it enough to actually live for it. Am I just an awful person? What's wrong with me?

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How do you do it?

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I'm sorry. I don't even have that sadly.

[Becomeanewman in reply to Hidden]

I feel the same way