Feeling lost

[Stellalouise]

I would like to know if anyone can help me sort out some things

A week ago or two I started having all these thoughts about all the things that have gone wrong in my life .especially jobs . All these thoughts and not knowing what to do with them . I don’t if I need to write them down and try to resolve all this stuff or it’s just my mind going and just need to let it go . I feel like if I had someone to talk to on a daily basis I would alright , just get rid of my insecurities a little bit , someone to talk things over with . So I tried writing some of this stuff down . I guess I’ve been feeling like a complete failure and gotten know where in life . But I’m not sure it really helped cause

n ow I just feel empty and have no motivation to do anything . I just spent most of the day in bed on Saturday and Sunday . I’ve never really done that . Is it hopelessness . I don’t know how to fix it . I’m ok if I get up and do smthg with a friend but if I’m home I just want to curl up in bed and do nothing .I don’t even watch tv . I’m getting really bad . I feel like I’ve got nothing inside of me to do or say. I need to be doing smthg about finding a job which is what started all these insecurities in the first place . And I’m not doing it . My heart just feels so heavy

[FearIsALiar]

I know how you feel. Sorry you’re dealing with this keep us updated and keep reaching out.

[HopeandFaith100]

You’re not alone. I am experiencing the same lack of motivation. Just wanting to give up at the same time not able to kill myself. It’s like your in limbo and scared of the future.