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[Tryingtofeel]

I have been having so many crazy ups and downs lately. I haven't been on depression medication for years and I have been doing great most of the time to keep myself in check, but lately I am all over the board. I'm crying one minute and fine the next.

Honestly I feel like too much is put on my shoulders all the time, but yet I feel unjustified saying that since so many people deal with way more on their plate. They manage to function as far as I can see and I struggle.

I'm the one everyone goes to for help. I have lost so many people in the last few years and found out my Grandmother has terminal cancer a few weeks ago. My Mom feels as though I have no feelings because I have a hard time expressing them so she kind of piles her feelings ontop of mine and I feel lost.

Not sure why I'm here, but don't know where else to write my feelings.

[FearIsALiar]

I know the feeling! Struggling to keep my head above water. Everyone is dealing with something though and the things you are dealing with are as just as important as everyone else’s struggles!!

I hope you’re able to find the support you need on here 💗

[Tryingtofeel in reply to FearIsALiar]

Thank you ♥️ I feel silly cuz its so on and off. And literally anything will set it off. I cried like ugly cried the other day because I snapped my hair tie while trying to put it in. For real!?! It was such a trivial thing but after I got it out I found a new hair tie and went on my way like nothing happened. I have no idea what is wrong with me.

[FearIsALiar in reply to Tryingtofeel]

Anything sets mine off as well! Especially if something goes wrong 😣

It’s normal though