I don’t know what to anymore.

[Katsings88]

I’m so tired of being alone. I truly have no one. No support system. I want to have a family of my own but I’m already 32. It will never happen. I’ve had so much trauma happen to me in the past 4 years. I feel even therapists give up on me.

[Katsings88]

No one even replies.

[Marysblue]

I have felt the exact same way many many times. Especially this year. But things have gotten better. You sound really down. I'm here if you want to talk.

[FearIsALiar]

We are here for you!

[OogieS]

You are not alone. I’m not pushing my religious beliefs but am sharing something I read tonight in the New Testament that resonated with me. “Dear friends, don’t be surprised at the fiery trials you are going through.... for these trials make you partners with Christ in his sufferings, so that you will have the wonderful joy of seeing his glory when it is revealed to all the world.” Regardless of your religious beliefs, to me this means that even the darkest times help make the joy in the future more attainable and wonderful. I was told and believe we can only experience highs equal to the painful lows we’ve experienced, so just imagine how amazing your future will be.

[Hidden in reply to OogieS]

Thank you for sharing this because I need to hear that right now. My mom had a heart attack this morning and now she is just out the pacemaker procedure. Yes I am going through trials of my life right now worrying about my mom. Yes my suffering is bringing me closer to God.