Waiting for my depression

[Foreverbroken31]

I got fired just 2 days ago. This couldn't happen in a better time or what. I got called into my boss's office a week ago and all he could say is my only option is to fire you. Look i know i was not the best employee out there but the time I had encounter with a customer let me tell you they were usually wrong. But the thing was even though they would insult me make little tantrums i never spoke to my boss about the situation because he didn't care and he was never there. But i guess it was my fault i got a sucky boss and no real manager to help out. My life was really bad in that place i changed so much. I became someone i no longer recognized. I was mad and bitter but i still showed up for everyone else who didn't feel like working and he paid me this way. The worst part is we got kicked out of our house and i had given my parents money to help them out. Now I'm unemployed and with zero chance of getting a job soon enough. I know my depression is lingering at my door wait for me to let my guard down and attack. How do i know that it's because i haven't processed anything yet I haven't cried which means my head is still waiting to see if this is a joke or a nightmare. But i know that when everything falls into place my anxiety and depression are going to take the best part of me down. I'm currently pretending I'm fine and thinking it's for the best that im out of there but once reality sinks in boy will i be a mess.

[pink318]

Hi- I’m so sorry to hear about your situation. How are you now and your family? Where are you staying? I hope you are all safe.

I know it’s challenging to find a job right now but keep trying. I pray that you will have the job soon and all your needs will be met.

Please keep us posted. Stay strong. God bless.

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I was fired from the job of my life,

for not liking my bosses mean cruel joke.