Probably in the middle of the two

[amtt]

I dont wanna live but i dont wanna die

[ReadingGuy]

Being alive gives us a chance to see the rainbows and the storms in our lives. My life guided me to help others. Now I am getting help here. Just like you. Talking about things and seeking help from others is choice that keeps us breathing in what others have to offer. I am listening.

[amtt in reply to ReadingGuy]

I appreciate it reading guy kansahamnida

[Hidden]

I've been here before and it's an awful place to be in. I'm sorry you're feeling like this.

[amtt in reply to Hidden]

Yeah its kinda hard but all i can do is to repeat evrything in evryday because theres nothing i can do about it

[Hidden]

This is how I'm feeling as well these days. My life has been so horrible and stressful in the last year, which I'm sure many others have been as well. I've tried to stay strong for so long but I can't handle it anymore. I'm so depressed and I have so much anxiety. I feel sick every single day and I'm expected to get up and be a human and work /perform like a monkey for other people all day. I'm so sick and tired of it and I just want to run away and never look back.

[amtt in reply to Hidden]

Yeah me too ive been diving some nice spots here in us to divert my attention it helps