Physical pain

[Jrodenbaugh]

Im wondering if there is anyone out there that has hurt themselves and has long term cpnsequences because of it. I have a 1 year old son and we have no income other than government because i kewp leaving jobs. money is hard. So I am living with my parents that are never really aroond because of f work and just hard to talk to. I had a history of drug use and one time i hurt myself and it is still with me today and still hurts. After i finally have been put on antidepressants but things didnt seem right and ive tried multiple different ones. Now im just afraid of them amd what they could do. I just want to give my son a fufilling and enjoying journey and half of my day i spend on my phone or telling myself im too tired to play or not worthy to him in any way. I feel i cant even see how he is feeling bwcause i am so down. Im just extremely sad and havent had a friend or support for years. Or dont feel like anyone hangs aroound long enough.

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Don't be sad, we all are here to support you. You son must admire you, for being such a amazing mother as you are trying your best to make him happy, that you are a hero to fight so many things at ones. And that you are trying to quit drugs just for him.