I frustrate myself

[iamme02]

So, I'm laying here thinking, "yay, it's almost the weekend". Something to look forward to because I really hate my job. BUT, I have to take it a step further and think, "but the weekend will go too fast and I'll be back at work in no time". I wish my stupid brain would just calm the heck down and let me have an enjoyable thought - and leave it at that. I'm so frustrating.

[Bluesky6]

I hear you.. I wish I had a switch to turn my brain off and live in the moment. It’s always thinking of the past or future.. there has to be a better way, right?!

[iamme02 in reply to Bluesky6]

A switch would be awesome. Lol. I used to say that I'm a "planner" or "realist", but in reality I'm just a head case! Have to laugh at myself sometimes...

[Bluesky6 in reply to iamme02]

To live in this world today, all you can do is laugh most days. As long as we’re not grumpy.. which I tend to be half the time. Lol I’m having work dilemmas lately too, that are making me frazzled. Why are things so complicated 🙄

[iamme02 in reply to Bluesky6]

I hate when problems with work seep into your life and thoughts at all hours of the day, even when you're not at work. I don't want to have to think about work when I'm not there! I'm looking for a new job, but no luck yet. This tends to make me grumpy at times too!

[Bluesky6 in reply to iamme02]

Good luck with finding a new job! I wish the best for you.! I took this job a few months ago because it was safe and at a lower pay rate.. grrr. I was making quite a bit more at the other agency. Now I want to go back to the other agency and make what I was making. Oh.. the struggles.. this pandemic is complicating everything

[iamme02 in reply to Bluesky6]

Thank you Something will come along when the time is right. Or that's what I keep telling myself. I hope your work situation gets better...either getting back with your former agency or some positive changes at the new one. Whatever needs to happen, I hope it happens for you!