I DON'T LIKE THE NEW ME!!

[GymNeed]

Hello. I am going through the worst time mentally in my life. I am afraid over everything now it seems. First if was just being not leveled (meaning anything that I am not flat on the ground) which started on airplane, then it went to hills (I get light headed & upset stomach) then small inclines. Now it seems as if the wind blows in a different direction I am anxious.

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Hi. I'm confused about what the issue is. You say you're having the worst time mentally, but then you talk about physical issues. Can you explain please?

Thanks.😊

[GymNeed]

I’m sorry I thought that was understood. I Have anxiety and physically that makes me sick. I’m sitting here worried about test results the doctor say is OK. But yet I can’t stop worried about them and can’t seem to relax. I even cancel An appointment because they said I was going to be put to sleep or given a sedative and I’m so afraid

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I'm sorry you're worried. I'm not sure what to respond, so I'm bumping this up the feed in hopes someone can be of more help. I'm glad your test results turned out good!

Welcome, btw. I hope you find the support you're looking for here. This is a great group.

Take care😊

[Myre]

Neither do I. I am no stranger to anxiety. My first recollection of a change in my character was when I'd turned in an essay for a competition at my highschool. My teachers had to review it before it was put out but after my submission, I couldn't bring myself to ask for feedback on it even though it meant so much as I'd put in a lot of effort. I beat myself up for so long about it, despising myself for not asking and worrying myself into believing that it had been a total flop not worth being spoken of. There are many subsequent incidents after that enough to make me fear the shadows in the dark or open my mouth at all if only just to purchase something. It's an ultra sensitive period in our lives. An unprecedented switch. Not at all appreciated, definitely unwanted and even mildly delibitating. It may appear that you have been born again, adopting a new persona as some clueless, helpless baby. I advice you to seek some help. Surround yourself in comfort with company and in condition. Whenever you need to vent, feel free to message me. I've got other incidents of mine to share, it always helps to know you aren't alone.

[venusofthenorth]

Shit happens. You're learning things, kiddo.

[Agora1]

RosaRita, your post just caught my eye. isn't it strange how something mentally can cause

physical symptoms. One feeds the other. I remember the time when I too got anxious when the wind blew against me. I'm going to catch up on your other posts. But know that these

thoughts and sensations to eventually go away. It doesn't have to be a life time sentence xx