Good day everyone everywhere!
I have stayed away from the group because I was feeling so distressed and saddened that I had nothing to write that would be inspiring to myself and all of you who read me. Helplessness is a horrible feeling. Not being able to control physical pain and emotional pain drains the ability to cope with certain aspects of our lives, and, if weāre not careful and seek help, it can destroy us. Today I woke up feeling like I was born to be unhappy even when Iām living the happiest life of my existence. On top of all my mental/emotional anxiety syndrome I have neck arthritis that is causing me excruciating pain on both arms, hands and fingers. Iām in physical therapy and muscle relaxers to help me. So I canāt do much of what I used to do around the house... which makes me more anxious and depressed. However I know that I have to take it one day at a time. Thankful for my husband who understands and is my favorite person in the world because we love each other. Hope youāre all safe and well.