You have taken the first step towards recovery. You have decided to FACE the reality of your anxiety disorder. No more worrying that it's some life threatening physical affliction. No more telling yourself the doctors "must have got it wrong". It's anxiety disorder for certain.
The next step is to ACCEPT the symptoms for the time being rather than fighting them. Fighting causes more stress, strain and nervous tension: the very things that fuel anxiety disorder. If you accept your symptoms you disarm them. You know they are no threat to your physical well being: they are sham sensations that do not exist outside the confines of your nervous system.
So instead of constant warfare with every false thought and symptom learn to FLOAT past all those negative intrusions, imagine yourself being carried forward by some unseen force, continue with your work and leisure knowing that with the gift of understanding and reassurance there is no need to add second fear to the flash of first fear.
Alas Rome wasn't built in a day, and your recovery will require you to LET TIME PASS. You spent a long time getting yourself into this state, allow a few more weeks, even months, to recover your quiet mind.
Face, Accept, Float , Let time pass: six words that have brought respite and recovery for three generations, not my words but those of "the woman who cracked the anxiety code".
Her name Claire Weekes: deceased many years ago but whose legacy lives on in her writings, recordings and the ever growing numbers of the tens of millions* her teachings have led to recovery.
*estimate of Doctor David Barlow, Professor Emeritus of Psychology and Psychiatry at Boston University.