Well, to start I guess I should update everyone with what’s been going on. So, if you’ve read my previous post you know I went on a date with my best friend. Well, we went on a couple more and realized we should just stay friends and be nothing more. Kinda shocked me honestly, because that’s not what I thought the conclusion would be. Anyway, we are still really good friends and nothing really has changed other then knowing for sure where we stand with each other.
Aside from this, something else happened. Another old and I thought close friend of mine decided to delete me out of his life and I’m not sure why. I’ve known him 7 years and we were really close. However, practically every year he would confess to me that he was in love with me and I would turn him down and tell him I only saw him as a friend. I always was straight forward with him. Anyway, I guess I’m just a little confused as to why he decided to delete me from... I wrote him and asked and I’m still waiting on a response. I did tell him I was interested in someone else and he warned me he may be distant for a while because of it, but I didn’t think he would delete me because of it... especially considering I’ve dated many men within the seven years of knowing him and I never lead him to believe that we were more then friends.
So yeah... not really sure how to handle that...
When will my life begin?
Have a great beginning of the week 🌞
The Meds adjustment is beginning to work
Happy Late New Years everyone. 
