I’m always going to be tearing away from myself the parts I can’t heal, or won’t heal. Scar tissue doesn’t age or tan as though somewhere in our heart we know that the closest we’ll come to immortality is through pain. When I’m practicing with the training blades I’m trying to cut away the parts of myself that are hard to live with and remember. The mirror is a cruel joke, just a constant reminder that no one is waiting for me, I’m nobody’s future, not even for myself.
If I knew then what I am right now - Anxiety and Depre...
If I knew then what I am right now
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Reflections can be deceiving.
AlLeYkAt86- in reply to
Think so? I don’t see anybody inside that glass. And I am a night walker ironically wnough
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I do think so!
You don't get scared?
AlLeYkAt86- in reply to
No, even with the danger of sounding cocky or invincible, if people accost need they soon recognize their error. I’m 5’7 188 lbs but I’ve got plenty of rage and lonely despair for everyone.
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