Im a failure 💔

[nicky602279]

I swear i try my hardest to do my best and not being so depressed but it’s like im always carrying this weight with me ! I feel so alone I don’t know where else to run too . I just feel like such a failure to my family i have no job and nothing to look forward too in life and I’m already 24 years old i should be doing something i feel like times running out for me i feel like im never going to get anywhere i apply and apply for jobs but no calls or emails my 19 year old sister is doing awsome in life and im just here stuck 💔 its so embarrassing for me and it depresses me even more because i should be setting the good example but instead im just cooped up with no where to turn the only person who ever understood me is no longer walking this earth and sometimes i just wanna give up and leave it all behind! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💔💔💔💔💔😞😞😞😞

[Hidden]

Alot of us or atleast I can say for me are going through the same thing. I just got a call from the federal that they wanna pick me up for $24 hr.

You dont know how much I'm stuck in the middle of I want it but I dont know because how I'm feeling. My symptoms are keeping me from pulling a job. Honestly I just recently left my job in dec 2019 because of all this mess and two weeks ago I felt like I need to realy go back to work. But now they called I'm questioning myself am I really ready for this. I dont wanna take a job like this then end up leaving and messing my name up ... I've been given meds but never took them because of the fear of side effects now I'm thinking twice about it. Maybe I should get on it so that I can function without worry and continue to provide . I feel your pain. And dont get discouraged by looking at your sister do good in her life. Be happy for her because I'm sure she understands where your coming from. I feel the same way watching my ex-coworkers get bumped up in pay and living the dream telling myself that shouldve been me. But that's negativity that will hold us back. Now I when I see them I'm just happy for them and I know something good will come to me in time. These things happen for a reason and we question time after time why us... well if it wasnt us who else would it be and it sure cant be everyone. We just gotta have faith in god that he will guide us in the right direction and free us from this suffering.

So cry all those tears out to the last drop then put yourself together and tell yourself your gonna do what you can do for yourself.

In time blessings will be on your side .

🗽

[Mary-intussuception in reply to Hidden]

God Bless x

[nicky602279 in reply to Mary-intussuception]

Thank you likewise ❤️

[nicky602279 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much for your kind words they really do mean so much i always compare myself to people and i need to stop doing that 😭 because i am my own person and we all have different battles ! And you’re absolutely right . Thank you again god bless you ❤️

[Mary-intussuception]

You are not a failure. Our negative thoughts and fears are seldom a true reflection of the facts.

Facts - you are Precious and Gifted. You will find a way.

God Bless x

[nicky602279 in reply to Mary-intussuception]

Thank you for your kind words ❤️they are greatly appreciated ❤️

[Becks40]

Don't be so hard on yourself Nicky .your time will come you have your whole life ahead of you I get the feeling that you always compare yourself to your sister don't do that Hun you are unique as you are think positive thoughts you are never alone I know it's taken 2months for someone to reply but I'm here now don't ever think your a failure don't ever give up just trust yourself believe in yourself compare yourself to no one and the life that you want will come to you replace all those negative thoughts with positive thoughts don't try so hard hope my advice will help you feel better in yourself x