Y'all ever feel like you're getting nowhere?

I've been struggling with my mental health for as long as I can remember, and it seems like once one issue is successfully managed, something new gets exacerbated and I can't keep up. If it's not the PTSD, it's the paranoia, and if its neither of those, its whatever seemingly undiagnoseable sensory processing issues I have. I can't keep having a meltdown every morning because I'm scared that if I don't send my spouse off to work just right, I won't ever see them again--but at least I'm not depressed, right? I'm annoyed. How do you keep your chin up? Is there ever an end to the bullshit?

[Fireking1]

Hi!Yep,There's always something there waiting to bite you on the butt,I make sure my butt is juicy enough to bite when it comes!Joking aside,I use humour to distract people away from how I'm really feeling...I noticed you say you send your spouse off,and make sure their ok..Do you do anything nice for you.?

[CanuckAnon]

It’s wonderful to hear how supportive of your husband you are. He must really feel loved and pampered by you. Like fire king 1 asked do you do anything to pamper and love yourself after u send him off for the day? Take a bath, have a cup of tea? Go for a walk?

You are just as important as he is.

🌷😊🤗

[Torch]

I'm feeling this way as well, is there ever an end to this bullshit? I think there is, we just have to find a way that works for us. Right now for me I'm not really sure what that is, so i joined this online support group, so hopefully this will start helping, a step in the right direction, at least we're trying, right?

[Hidden]

I hear ya, every time I feel on top of the world again, I feel knocked down 3 pegs for 10 months. I do well, for such a short period. PTSD is so hard. I feel like through different stages of life maybe I reprocess everything or something... or changes effect me.. who knows why everything gets dug up again. I just hope somewhere some guys thing fallls off every time I have a nightmare and fall out of bed,