Do you ever feel like you are the most akward person.

[Missingsun2014]

I do not understand how people can take videos of theirselves. I have seen snippets of myself and I can not stand it. I sound horrible and I look even worse. I walk like a butch, I am discusted about how I look and behave. How in the world do people stand to be with me. Is it out of pitty? I am sure it is just the way we perceive ourselves. I heard that what people think of you is non of your business, but when I see myself, I can not help but wonder what are they seeing really!

[Hidden]

I am the most awkward person ever. The way I say and do things especially with people outside of my husband and child are just plain weird. I am always the odd one in my family, who I am estranged from, at work too. I'm always good at my job and I am the boss, but even they think I'm odd. Why am I so different? Is it self perception that makes me act strange, or confidence? Or am I just weird? I'm ok with it though, totally. Would rather be unique than average.