How do I let him go? How do I forget him and all the plans and all the hopes and all the dreams? How do I pull myself together when I realize that was the last time I saw him and that I won’t talk to him anymore or touch him or hold him or kiss him. That he will no longer be a part of my every day life.
How do I go places we went together; do things we did; be in this house that I lived with him and be okay?
I need to let him go. But it physically hurts to think about. I can’t stop crying. I get nauseous. And it just hurts so bad..... like my heart is being torn from my chest.
He’s a good man. A good person. But I need some who can put in the same amount of effort as me and can handle my anxiety and depression and understand that some days are gonna be bad and I’m not always going to be positive.
I love him. I always will. So how do I let him go?