cant sleep

[gotmilk]

I cant sleep and feel so alone even though my husband is next to me ,we are just roommates.I have not been the same since my mom passed 2 years ago,Ive had several jobs and getting to old to start another one.I dont see any of my siblings since my mom passed and there all still alive,noone talks anymore! I come from a very disfunctional home.I am looking for some help where I live but so far no luck.I go to doctors tomorrow and see if she can find a therapist to talk to.I wish I could talk to my husband but he does not get it.If I had a husband that still loved me Like he use to I probably would be better.thanks for the chance to tell my true feelings.

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It will get easier. Grieving for one’s mother is so painful, more so if grief isn’t shared with siblings. We have groups in our area that offer support. I should have joined one. My sister and I are estranged.

I feel for you...with your other difficulties too.

[JEG325]

You're welcome. We'll listen anytime you want to talk. Hopefully things will improve in the near future. If you need someone to talk to reach out to me anytime you need to. I'll pray for you too. Have as blessed of a day as you can. Okay?

[Amz1987]

Have you tried to talk to hubby, maybe you can reconnect?

[1947treble]

I'm glad that you are able to vent and look at your emotions. While you're in this challenging situation, support makes a huge difference. In the past year or two my sisters, one of which had been my best friends for a lot of years have hardly shown any interest in me. So I know how that can hurt. Do what you can to stay positive