Obsessions

[1947treble]

I've always had quirky tendencies, and get really invested in my own hobbies, phases of various interests, and certain things I feel the need to do. I get odd ideas, and all of these are harmless. But lately it just seems like these compulsion type tendencies are getting deeper and I don't know what to think of it

Ex: I love to write but have to throw away anything I've written on. Get rid of personal objects that I actually want to keep. I rewrite anything up to 4+ times. And similar things. New interests drive me crazy because I'm never good enough at anything.

[JEG325]

Well, I love to write too. But, for every poem I finish, I have another one that I started but, didn't finish! I love music and reading too! Of course, I like chatting with people. But, times like now, I don't really feel much like doing anything. So, I just make myself do stuff, like chatting with people and organizing my earlier writing or watching sports....Life isn't gonna be much fun if I just sit and stare at 4 walls. Maybe you need someone to read your stuff. I do. Someone with different ideas than mine is helpful too. You can talk over writing or any of your hobbies with me anytime you want! Have a blessed day, my friend!

[1947treble in reply to JEG325]

Thanks, you're awesome

[JEG325 in reply to 1947treble]

Well so are you! Us writers ought to stick together. If you want to pm me about your hobbies and interests- talk about your writing, I'll listen and make useful suggestions. After all, I have a small writing group fro this forum. You might even want to join. We could even exchange writing and or co/write stuff. Maybe a good friend would help you settle down a bit? It's all up to you 1947T!

[1947treble in reply to JEG325]

All of that would be great 😀

[JEG325 in reply to 1947treble]

Awesome. I just wrote a new poem. It's motivational and called, 'Get The Message Out'.

[LonerWulf]

Don't be too hard on yourself there. Remember that acquiring a new skill takes practice, and just persist. I also find I am very critical of myself. Since my phase of severe depression I find it hard to write, but I try.

A suggestion for the writing "problem". Can you try to force yourself to keep your writings in a box or a drawer. Leave it for a few days, look at it again, then another week, and only if you don't feel good enough about it THEN, discard it.

Also, maybe ask someone you trust to read what you wrote (some of the lighter writings) and ask what they think. Maybe their positive input will help you become more confident. For all you know, the things you write might be of value to others... be it life lessons, stories, poetry, music, whatever.

These are really just my subjective thoughts. Hope it might help a bit. And all the best.

Best regards

The Loner Wulf