starting a new job.

[velasquezk12]

I’m starting a new job at a day care Monday. I’m really anxious about it. mostly because i’ve been feeling really dizzy and weird lately, and i’ve been scared of fainting recently.. idk. I just hope my anxiety doesn’t act up at work n freak everyone out 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️.

Also, I’ve been having trouble sleeping. I’d go to sleep at a certain time then wake up a hour later, struggling to get back to sleep for 3 hours. All i want is a decent night sleep and just a freaking day with no worrying and overthinking, and i can’t even get that.

[youn]

ive been feeling the same way too at random moments i would get dizzy and weird feelings that i cant explain and i be waking up in midde of nights and i would try to sleep but i wouldnt be able too

[velasquezk12 in reply to youn]

it really sucks, especially bc sleep is my only escape from feeling shitty all the time 🤦🏻‍♀️

[youn in reply to velasquezk12]

ik right its been so bad that i asked my doctor to be put on sleeping pills and now thas what i take to fall asleep and btw did u geg much sleep before all this and drink water cause my doctors explained to me that sleep and water where important to not feeling dizzy and shit and for a while thats what i did and it kinda helped ig

[velasquezk12 in reply to youn]

i used to sleep a lot. i’d take a nap during the day n still get a full night of sleep at night. i think this new job n having to meet new people is what’s making me stay up at night. n yeah all i drink is water, when i havent is when the dizziness starts again.

[youn in reply to velasquezk12]

fr tho. do u feel like ur not the same person as before cause i remember i use to be more happy n shit n i wouldnt worry about headaches n dying n fuck i didnt even know anxiety was a thing or that i even had it but after the first anxiety attack i changed

[velasquezk12 in reply to youn]

I used to be so carefree and happy before all this anxiety. I’m still happy but just hate the way i feel everyday, you know? i worry way too much about things that don’t need to be stressed over. I also didn’t know having anxiety was THIS bad, i used to have just regular “stage fright, scared of speaking in front of everyone” kind of anxiety, now i think i’m going to die if i am not careful 😭

i messaged you btw!

[youn in reply to velasquezk12]

oh dammm i fell asleep my bad but i feel u tho i had some anxiety before but it wasnt bad like u said. I still am happy but this shit bothers me, like once i went to go watch some movie wit my friends and i started feeling dizzy and i kept thinking i was gonna pass out midway n legit throughout the whole movie i was just stressing over it.