{Disclaimer} I've only posted on here two or three times, I'll try to keep it short and I'm sorry in advance if any of this comes across as triggering/insensitive, I'm just wondering if anyone can relate/help.
I was contemplating getting help from my doctors for sometime but never found the confidence to do so, until I realised that help isn't really something we actively seek - it's what we go to when there is quite literally no other plausible option. I made an appointment and cried to the nurse, and she said it sounded like GAD and referred me to a CBT external organisation.
I then spent weeks in a spiral of panic regarding the upcoming phone interview, where a request for a 1-1 appointment was made. It has been five months since then, and my name has been withdrawn from the waiting list because I was too anxious to open up to someone about my anxiety (I know - ironic right?), and therefore ignored the phone calls from them.
I'm moving away in September and will have to change doctors. I don't think I can go through all that again. Does anyone know any other ways to get good CBT that's not through a doctor's appointment?
Hope everyone is doing okay. Thank you