Sadness

[Suzhou]

Tonight I came to bed and everything was fine. A couple minutes I’m crying my eyes out and trying not to make noise so people won’t hear me. I keep telling myself I didn’t come this far to only come this far.

[Dolphin14]

I often struggle in silence. I don't look at it as a setback. But a time to just let what's in there out. In a place where no one knows so there's no explaining to do.

I hope you feel better

[pink318]

Hello- I hope you are feeling better now.

I’m sorry to hear that you are struggling. I pray that God’s peace and comfort be upon you.

Please keep us posted. God bless.

[Magicdreamer]

I wrote a letter to myself not too long ago and I did it with the hand that isn't the hand I usually write with. As I was writing it I was crying from deep within. The tears were flowing with no effort. I could feel a deep deep sorrow. This is the letter.... I'll share it with you so that maybe you can sit and write one for yourself.

Dear Barbara

I use to talk to you a lot when you were a kid. Now I get to talk to you again - yes, this makes my heart so happy. I've missed you (picture of a sun drawn).

I want to open up to you but you are not ready and that's okay (smiley face drawn). I'm not going away ever! Crying is healthy so you can cry at any moment it doesn't hurt when you cry.

Nothing can ever make me go away and nothing will ever stop me from loving you. Not ever!

There is a special part in my heart that has a golden door which I have for when you are right and ready and this place is only for you. Nobody can ever take it away.

I say your name in the air, this is how I draw you near.

I'm forever here and I love you dear! One day soon, you'll come to learn that in this world the golden door will open and you will glow and shine. Your heart will be golden again

I love you

Xxx

I hope this helps you. Xxx

[Suzhou in reply to Magicdreamer]

That was beautiful thank you 💓💓💓