sad confused

[pamb67]

its my birthday 2moro and im feeling very down and frustraited by my life.I ferl alone and i really want to have that special guy in my life.I like a guy but everyone is telling me his wrong for me and im so confused.We work at the same place but he said sthg that upset me and i decuded it be better for me if i just ignored him but he is firmly in my head.Do i listen to my heart or do i listen to other people telling me to stay clear.A friend at my job says i shoud tell him how he hurt me but first i felt good about it and now i dont know.What id love is if he said sorry and meant it and liked me as i like him.I dont talk to him coz im trying to guard my feelings.My daughter doesnt understsnd she says i shud just say hi but im scared of letting my guard down.She dont understand y i cant just relax ard him because i have feelings for this guy.Sometimes when his near me i feel like he wants to say sthg but then he dont but i doubt myself alot. I know i overthink it and i get very anxious because im so insecure.I want to feel better in myself.I hate feeling this way.ITS so HARD dealing with this every day and i dont know how iv stayed sane.I long for him and woud love if he felt the same.

[MsLockYourPosts]

You don't say what reasons others are giving you for staying clear. You need to think through them and decide whether they make sense. Worse than not having a special someone by your side is having the wrong person by your side. It's worth waiting for the right special someone.

[pamb67 in reply to MsLockYourPosts]

thkux