Yesterday was a rough day - I was bothered by obsessive thoughts most of the day, and cried and cried in the car on the way home from work. The good thing is, I got an appointment with a therapist who specializes in anxiety and CBT.
When I got home, my bf was already home, and he could tell I’d been crying. I told him that I’d made the therapy appointment, and he was glad. I said to him, “I’m driving you nuts,” and he said the anxiety was bad for me, too.
Today was a much better day. I actually felt sane today. I didn’t obsess. I did a lot of good things at work today, learning my new job. I hope and pray for more days like today. It’s so good to feel sane and not have obsessive thoughts.