I have gotten a job offer!
This is great, since I’ve been unemployed since January.
But, of course, I still have anxiety. It’s just attaching to different things now.
Will the atmosphere at this job be toxic, like it was at my last job? I hope not. It’s a very similar environment to my old job. I try to remember that my old job was good, until our first supervisor left. That was when things started going south. I liked that job until then.
Also, I have a (probably) irrational fear that my boyfriend will ask me to move out now that I’ve got a job. This is because I’m scared that I ruined our relationship beyond repair. (Even though he did agree to try again, and he did say he loves me.)
I have always had anxiety floating around me, attaching itself to anything it can grab. I just have a better class of problems now.