feeling lonely again

[purl1]

Hi all, I am feeling lonely again. my day is still going good. I just got back from walking the dog. I wish I had more people to interact with during the day. I hate not working. I don't even know if I'm going to be able to go back to work because I always feel so anxious. It's like I have ants in my pants. so restless. my legs feel better because of walk, but now my mind is starting to race. still trying to wait as long as possible to take my ativan. So hi how are you today?

[Kat63]

I’m doing a little better. I just got back from having lunch with a friend. He used to work at the same place I used to work at. Right now, I’m feeling so relieved that he still sees me as a normal person, not a crazy person. Maybe my perception of myself is worse than the truth?

I feel anxious, but am not presently having a panic attack. I’m trying not to get over-reliant on Ativan. I need to do some things to prepare for my move. Maybe I’ll feel better if I do them, instead of sitting on the couch thinking about how anxious I am. /snark

[purl1 in reply to Kat63]

I can't seem to get off the couch now. I keep playing my games and watching american pickers. I should get motivated and do some laundry, but I really don't feel like it. I am still kind of calm so that's good.