Since I come here and complain when I’m upset, I should also post when I feel better.
I took an Ativan - which def helps.
But a big part of feeling better is because my boyfriend and I talked some about my upcoming move in with him. We talked about some of the details that both of us have to handle to get ready. He actually started moving some furniture already. This tells me that he’s really on board with this. This is really happening. He’s very unlikely to abandon me.
We talked some about my cat, too - despite asking several people, I haven’t been able to find a home for him. But my bf is willing to accept it, that I need to bring the cat with me. He has an idea for how to manage our two cats together. He doesn’t like this, but he’s willing to accept it. That means a lot to me.