My anxiety and depression have taken a very bad turn. My marriage is crumbling and I stoped medication and therapy. I am recently unemployed. I don’t know how to explain to others how I feel. My husband has anxiety so you would think he would understand, well wrong. I cannot vent to my 19 or 13 year old. My anxiety manifest as crazy, bad thoughts. It starts small but then ends usually with me dying then feeling bad because I have no money to leave them.
I just want to have normal thoughts, feelings and emotions not like it’s doomsday every day.
I want to be a great mom but I feel I have failed my children so bad, I don’t know how to find my way back.