My daily routine

[cortneymaitland]

I have been dealing with depression and anxiety since i was 17. I distance myself from everyone when I get real depressed. I seem to listen to music and it seems to help. There are days that I don't want to be around anyone or go out of the house. I do have suicidal thoughts but have never actually come close to harming myself or others. When I get these thoughts that's when I listen to music. I normally put on my brothers band and listen to them. Sometimes I will talk to my boyfriends stepmom. She helps me come out of the depression. My health is getting worse. I have polycystic ovarian syndrome which causes cysts to appear on or in my ovaries. I have a cyst the size of a canteloupe on my right ovary and need surgery but no insurance to get it done. So I struggle with these and more everyday. So anyone that wants to talk message me or anyone needing to give me advice is appreciated also.

[unknown22002]

What is the reason for your depression??? Do u want to talk it out? So that we help in giving advice throughout