Work is seriously draining these days. There's so much weird drama and toxicity going around and I can't handle it. Our desks are so close, and everyone is always talking. It makes me want to jump out the window. I'm trying to not take it so seriously but it doesn't always work.
When I feel like this, I want to pull the nuclear option and quit. Find a job that I can do from home, something that pays pretty good but doesn't have a lot of social bullshit to deal with. And then I spiral farther down... I hate people, I hate how I feel, I hate working at this corporation, I hate how I can't just not care. I hate that I have to work. I hate that I have to deal with depression/anxiety/ptsd!
I hate feeling like this "WHY ME" feeling. I feel like if someone sets me off I'm just going to punch someone. Or pass out. I feel so depressed I just want to crawl into the bathroom and sleep all day. I feel so anxious I want to rip my hair out and shove it down someone's throat!
SO INTENSE adsjklfasdklfj;a
I Feel Like Everyone Hates Me
Why Do I Always Think Everything's Going To Fall Apart?
Why Does Everyone Seem To Hate Me?! 😢🔗 #FeelLockedUp
Hate how I look 
