Going Dark Again

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I was starting to feel better. Everything was getting easier and better. I improved my relationship with my boyfriend and my best friend. And we were on the verge of rescuing a new dog. Now, my boyfriend moved back home so he lives two hours away again and I never see him. But we are doing fine, I just really miss him. My best friend however, she is gone again. I'm tired of fighting for a friendship that she doesn't want to fight for. She just wants to be friends with someone else. It breaks my heart. She is leaving me when I need her. She is giving up. On top of that, we have been waiting to hear about the dog we want to rescue. The company hasn't gotten in contact with us and it is breaking my even more. I want to feel like myself again. I was finally excited about something. I want to be myself again. I feel broken and alone.

[amandagray]

hey im sorry you are feeling this way! but this friend you are talking about doesnt seem to be that good of a friend. if they are not there when you need them and if they dont want to work on the friendship as much as you do you are probably better off without them. i went through something very similar with the person i considered my best friend but i found new people who taught me what a real friend is and you will too. you dont have to completely push her away but maybe not put in as much effort to save the friendship if she will not do the same. also take some time to work on yourself while you are away from your boyfriend. its okay to put yourself first and focus on your mental health before anyone else. and i personally had to take a break from my boyfriend while i did that so this may be a blessing in disguise. i really hope this helped some and i hope you start to feel better and like yourself again 💕

[Dicksoan]

U need to look for charismatic born again churches and be part of it in your area. They will teach you the road to self discovery healing and happiness. But for now I can recommend the best man for your need right now. Search Joel Osteen on internet and watch his teachings then hope will come back to you. Sorry for your suffering. But it will end