I'm wasting my life drowning in depression T-T

[IZUKU23]

Hello there. well I am a very lonely teenager. I hardly have friends, and is very hard for me to get new friends. every tie I try to be friends with someone they always end up getting bored of me. I really wanna have people to listen to me. I always been here to listen to people, but my friends don't really care when I talk to them about my feelings. I feel like I am a very boring person. I got in a relationship one time with this girl, but at the end she end up breaking my heart. It's was very frustrating to see how she kept losing interest on me every day... i just feel that I'm ugly, and girls laugh of me sometimes. I feel that I am a boring person, and nobody wants to be around me. I wanna feel better about myself, but I look at myself in the mirror and I think that I'll always be a person nobody wants to be around with.

[brokenlight]

I’m sorry you are lonely.

I’m glad this place exists.

I too struggle with loneliness, low self esteem, & poor self image. You aren’t alone.

Maintaining true, lasting friendships can be difficult.

I’m sorry for your pain.

Be gentle with yourself & maybe focus on/practice some self love.

Others will follow your lead.

[HkTaSc7]

You mention the word boring a lot. Did someone actually tell you that you're boring or is it something you assumed?

Be a person you would like to be around and the right people will be attracted to your energy. Good luck!

[gutierrezk67]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. Have you been able to talk to a therapist? In the past they have helped me. I know sometimes you feel alone but you are not. I'm always here to talk.