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On January 2nd I lost one of my best friends. I lost my dog that meant the world to me. I haven’t felt myself since then. I started up with school again a week later and it was so hard. This semester has been so awful and so hard. But at least I had my best friend to get me through it. Not long after, she stopped making plans with me. It was then with someone else in our classes. And I told her how I felt and she understood and we made plans to hang out every Tuesday and then she just stopped coming to hang out. She was always with the other person. I’ve been fighting my depression since my dog passed. It’s easier for me on the weekends when I’m with my boyfriend. But today she posted something about how grateful she is to have the other person from our class and it broke me. She hasn’t talked to me since Tuesday and now I’m so alone. I don’t even get to see my boyfriend this weekend to even help. I don’t know what to do but I’m tired of feeling last place and I’m tired of losing the people I care about most. It’s sad when other people tell me I don’t act the same as last semester and my best friend of six years doesn’t care.

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Hi, I’m really sorry you are going through this. I’ve found it hard to make and keep friends as well. My only advice is to join support groups or meet people with your same interests. It’s good to have a variety of friends. I’m working on this too.

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Deepest Sympathy on the loss of your Precious Dog.

I saw the pictures on your profile, was going to ask about your beautiful dog, then saw this post. I am so sorry for your loss. Am shocked to learn of what your friend did - and at such a difficult time for you.

What's your dog's name?

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