I haven't posted on this for a while. Life has been stressful and I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I am too the point where I don't want to deal with anymore stress. How do I cut out toxic people that are family? How do I mend a relationship with siblings who don't want to work on things. Mentally I can't take much more of my brothers talking to me the way they do. I am done and tired of it. My dad isn't any better. My mom tires but it doesn't seem to work or help. Over every thing at the moment. Tired of being treated like I am a no body and where I am unwanted. Time for me to find my own place and move out.
Everything is hectic, stressful, and ... - Anxiety and Depre...
Everything is hectic, stressful, and frustrating!!!
If you could live anywhere, where would that be?
Sometimes, when we don't know what to do, it's best to do nothing. Say nothing.
Is there anyway you can take a step back from situations involving other members of your family? Do you at least have your own room or a room you can go to and just relax in, have some quiet time to yourself? With your favourite book, maybe?
Sadly, if you eventually get your own place that's not going to happen quickly enough to help you right now. But definitely something to work towards. Get your name down on Housing Association waiting lists etc, find out the procedure for renting.
Hope you can 'escape ' from the stresses somehow and get some peace of mind this evening.
No matter how wrong they are -sometimes people are best ignored. It's not easy when you have to live in the same house , I know.