Lexy

[suzzze]

Weened myself off my lexapro and into a withdrawal a few months ago. Really missing it right now. Missing that numb, I don’t give a fuck, feeling. Honestly, when ur down, it’s even hard to get to the dr to get the script. It just becomes such a hassle to even think about having to talk to a dr that is just ready to rush u out for the next patient. It’s embarrassing and I got tired of not being believed. My drs see that I’m functional and I have made a life for myself and i get looked at like a kid that just wants some drugs and doesn’t really need them. But damn.... I really wish I had some rn. I just feel like bursting out in tears 24/7.

[Syllabus18]

Sounds like you can use some good companionship I don't know your personal situation altogether however if you had someone by your side telling you every morning that they were there for you willing to listen and comfort you when you come home possibly rub your feet he could definitely mean the world to a person such as yourself who possibly feels like everything is closing in around them!