I’m much older now and just want to find a warm beach somewhere to call my home.

Major depression, anxiety, dread and ptsd are what I have to deal with. I feel overwhelmed daily fighting this. To feel that WSBC, Manulife and the employer take advantage of me because of my disability is like someone killing off a loved one and getting away with it. I feel I just don’t have the strength to deal with it. To have to deal with the despair as well of being constructively dismissed and intentionally injured (using employees to spy and cause me nervous breakdowns with false allegations and mental/physical bullying totally devastated me). Now I face having to leave the Lower Mainland as too many triggers affect my mental health. I have no family here, so will need to go to Ontario for support. My wife and her family do not offer me much empathy or mercy and are in denial that I’ve been devastated to this level and our marriage has fell apart, and I’m at wits end as to what to do. I’m disabled from work because my toxic place of work exacerbated my depression-caused my anxiety to skyrocket (had several breakdowns on the job from being bullied) and have complex PTSD. -on top of these major issues I suffer with my physical disabilities and acute emotional and physical pain from trauma at work. Added to this I’ve suffered with the trauma of my wife’s suicide attempt followed by her sons overdose and death, and have consequently gone on cpp disability. It is ironic that WSBC wants me to volunteer and attempt to be rehabilitated while they acknowledged that prior to my family trauma, my workplace exacerbated depression/anxiety had plateaued while on their wage-loss claim. I’m beyond the end of my rope, barely hanging on by a hair so what choice do I have?

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Hi ! I don’t have any answers but sending you some peace & strength !