What Ifs

[MeBeforeYou617]

I'm in "that" mood again the one that makes you question everything the one that makes you just want to lay in bed with the blanket over your head and just cry. That mood that you never fully understand and it leaves you more confused and sad then you already are. That mood that pushes you so hard and tries to get you to try and listen to that voice inside of your head that keeps telling you to do. Why am i here? Why am i doing this? How can anyone love me like this? What does my girlfriend see in me because i see nothing. I see emptiness and darkness. Who will care in the end? I'm nobody.

[kenster1]

your girlfriend sees a good guy she cares so do your family and friends and although we are strangers we care.whatever it is that's got you down please talk it over it really will help.

[Hidden]

Your girlfriend sees who you really are, not what that illness is trying to lie to you & make you believe that you are nobody. That disease is wrong. I’m so glad you joined our forum family. We all know that mood you’re speaking of. It’s a harsh mood, isn’t it? I hope you keep coming here. Keep sharing with us. We all are here for you. Please stay strong. Xoxoxo

[Txnut60 in reply to Hidden]

Are you saying your girlfriend has no taste? Lol

[Flip00008]

Hey! I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. Sometimes it is hard to see your worth... I have felt this several times. When I have felt this way in the past, I try to get busy doing something. My favorite hobby is fishing. So... When I feel down, I grab my kayak and get out on the water. Praying and catching fish has never let me down. Have you ever considered talking with a pastor or a counselor? It helped me. Hope to hear from you soon.