I often see posts about people talking about how they feel bad, etc and that is ok, that is what family and friends are all about, and i´d like to think of this forum as that... a circle of family and friends who knows what are you going thru.
However, i think it is also important to share that i does gets better. I´ve had my ups and down, since 2014 i suffer from anxiety due to post-traumatic stress (i almost died after i gave birth to my son.... like i said goodbyes and everything - awfull) so when i got out i knew in my heart i could not face this alone, so i went to a couple of therapist until i found the right one. Then, i was on meds and got better! it took a while... but i got better!!!!!!!
I´m not trying to say i´m a role model because i am definetly NOT! But come on! You can do it!!! You are a strong amazing person!!! Lets do the work and live life such it is intended to!!
I´m here for you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
I love you!