September I got certified to be a Medical Assistant. This week I started my first job. I’ve had three days and already hate it. My anxiety is the highest it’s ever been. It’s making me feel depressed and trapped. I feel as if I cannot leave but I do NOT want to be there. My anxiety is making me unsure if I do apply to other jobs, do I tell them I have one? I feel like a fish out of water. I do not get to do the tasks I was under the assumption of doing. The things that made me want to be a Medical Assistant I do not do. I don’t feel welcomed. I feel like I’ve over stepped a boundary by being there. All I wanted to do today was get to my car and cry.