Dead inside

Why do words hurt why do looks feel like daggers in my soul why do I feel like am worthless and a disappointment to everyone dreams are just that dreams when you try to better your self people just knock you down and rip into you as a failure that you are

[aaronm]

Hey lord Zeus. I'm sorry your having a difficult time. Would you like to talk more about it? You can message me.

[Agora1]

Hi Lordzeus, people tend to go after others who don't feel self worth. As cruel as that seems. There is no one that you need to live up to their expectations. When put in that position it's almost impossible not to feel hurt by their words and looks. It is your life and so it's your dream as to what you want to be and make of yourself. You are not a failure anymore than the next person. You just perceive yourself as one.

We all have attributes that can take us far if we do it for ourselves and not what others want of us. Don't let someone change who you are to become what they need.

If you need something to believe in, start with yourself. These are true facts of life Lordzeus. I believe that anyone can become the person they want to be by working on themselves and loving themselves. You are the most important person in your life.

Take a look at this video on YouTube that will help you realize that thought.

"Love Yourself (Self Confidence Exercise)" by The Honest Guys

We are all here to support you and encourage you. This is your time.

[quitter333]

Boy( or girl.. or apache atack heli whatever you identify as) you need to listen to Arnold Schwarzeneggers speech to University. It changes lives. Listen to him carefully he made 6 extremely successful different careers back to back. ....

You know head&shoulders? Well throw that out!! Vision & discipline. Its gona be your new daily shampoo.

[Hidden]

I feel like am letting everyone down and that people will be better off i also feel like am the biggest failure to everyone and that am too stupid to better my self

[Hidden]

People like to kick each other when they are down. Surround yourself with supportive friends. If your friends are being negative, ask them if they could try to be positive. Healthy relationships grow from that. You are enough, you are capable, and you are worth so much more than what you think. Head up. You can do this.

[Hidden]

You can not let them. Take back your power. You have to know who you are, or people will try to define you. God’s blessings.

[Hidden]

How can tske back my power when my self-esteem and confidence are that low i can't feel good about my self but yet I can listen to everyone else put their problems to rest but no one has the time or day for me I have to be there for everyone else am crying while I write this I don't know what else I can do apart from giving up on life altogether

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

We are here for you Lordzeus. We are you new friends, your virtual family. We will not

let you down, we do not judge. I agree with Alan asking if you are on medication? It might be worth asking your doctor about. We want to keep you safe by helping you take

that first step forward in believing in yourself.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

It's so hard to listen and not be heard. But we are listening. Stay strong. Put yourself first. Build up your confidence and self-esteem bit by bit, block by block. You can get there.

[Sillysausage234]

Hi ,are you on meds for low mood if you don’t mind me asking

[Hidden in reply to Sillysausage234]

Yeah on mertazapine

[rach1402 in reply to Hidden]

How long have you been taking it and have you noticed any improvement?