The song linked below fits my current existence exactly. Anyone else have a song that fits your current situation exactly?
Even though it drums up negative feelings its nice to listen to a song that I can identify with. Helps with perspective knowing a lot of other humans have and are dealing with the same challenges. Its all part of the journey we are on as living self aware beings.
Here is the part that hits the hardest. Below that the youtube and Lyrics links.
"Yesterday I had a life (I had a life)
I had a home (I had a home)
I wore a smile (I wore a smile)
To sell my soul (to sell my soul)
My tie was blue (my tie was blue)
And my shirt was white (my shirt was white)
So why can’t I figure out
How to feel alright?
I know this could be mine again
If you would just tell me what I need to change"
genius.com/Fucked-up-normal...
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Fear and doubt are my only enemy.